Cross posted from my website blog

When I’m healing I’ve noticed that a wave-like force is present. Imagine squeezing a large balloon with both hands, in and out, and in time with the rise and fall of your chest. The in and out action of resistance and release is similar to the changing frequency in the room while I’m healing, and this creates an ebb and flow that rocks the healing table.

It doesn’t happen all the time, but clients can feel the table rocking lengthways and I can feel the movement against my thighs. I’m certain an electro magnetic field is created when I’m healing. Why it’s more noticeable with some clients and not others remains a mystery. (?)

The healing frequency/vibration is engineered by the union of my energy field with the clients, and with the energy field of the earth. I suspect the movement is always there, but is so minute, or it travels too slowly to be detected.

The rocking is experienced differently by every client. Some clients feel that they’ve been picked up and cradled like a child; others say they’re being held by angels, suspended in giant wings, and float off the table. For others the rocking motion is felt across the table rather than long ways.

At times I kneel beside the table and in this position I can detect an audible noise, a slow motion woomp, woomp in time with the ebb and flow. The pressure hurts my ears and can make me feel sluggish and disorientated. I keep working because I have faith that I’m in the best position to facilitate the healing. Not all healings are comfortable for me. I can feel nauseous, faint, emotional (every emotion is amplified), and I’m glowing so much I feel like I’m about to combust.

I see the room and the healers working with me better when my eyes are closed. I can also see the client’s energy body moving. Healers massage and manipulate the energetic body and limbs. Most times the client’s body is twitching in time with the body work. Sometimes clients will tell me that I rolled them over or onto their sides, but they’re feeling their etheric body moving. Perhaps the conscious mind is now aware of the energetic body.

I see an infinite number of energy bodies when I’m working. I don’t limit my understanding to only a physical body, etheric body, astral body, mental/emotional body, and a higher consciousness body. Every healing I’m James Kirk, boldly going where no one has gone before. This way I don’t limit my potential or own the knowledge. As soon as you observe something, express an idea, you have changed it.

Don’t own the knowledge! I share what I experience with spirit, and I try to avoid the science of what is happening, and remain a voyeur and story teller. I interact with the energy body. The movements are graceful and without social restriction. The soul’s voice asks me for help, and a conversation is created. “I love you.” “I love you to.”

This girl can write, and she can also make me cry. I was tearing up before I got close to the good line. I might have to marry a man.

love, tears, and dreams for writers and everyone with a heart (thank you Janet Reid )

This is a comment I left here theosophywatch.com/2009/11/29/world-of-love/ I liked it so I thought I'd share.

If I ask spirit about the universal law of karma, they reply, "Karma is not a bond that ties you to the past. It is free flowing, and cannot be contained within or by human thought. It is present as you are present. Every thought, attitude, action, and form, creates ripples within and without the universe."

The universe of consciousness?

"If you wish. If you had no language, no harmony of sense, there'd be nothing to consider, and we'd not be having this conversation, and karma would not be."

Be what?

"Whatever you wish it to be."

When spirit asked me to be a healer, they also asked me to be responsible for everything. Not only my life, every life, everything: the first lie and every lie after, every act of violence, every moment of fear ...

There is only one memory, and the vibrations of our past, the sins of our fathers, resonate within us all, in all life, and we repeat the patterns of the past. We have the tools and the opportunity to stop wars, heal illness, and restore a pristine environment, but we lack the will.

As we have created, we can de-create/recreate.

Oil is already an obsolete industry, we have the technologies for clean sustainable energy, but we (governments, corporations, individuals) are greedy. The toxins in our food, our homes, our media, are killing us, but still we continue. So the vibration of memory/life/our evolution is set at we wish to die, slowly, by poison, by greed, by war, by lack of will ...

A young child is walking on a side walk and a car careens into her and kills her. The child is innocent and lives with a peaceful beautiful family. Karma? No we are all responsible. We designed the automobile. A one tonne piece of steel, harder than flesh. We drive too fast, we drive drunk, we drive while texting, and we drive on the streets where our children play.

These are the things spirit talk to me about. One life six billion people. One mind six billion lives.